the story

(Because of love…)

Afraid of being seen, I cried once night came
Because I didn’t want to show you my tears
I was only able to let out my tears that I’ve been holding in
When the afternoon faded away into the horizon, baby.

I find myself hovering around you in circles
While screaming “please don’t leave me”
Oh the necklace I gave you is nowhere to be found

I want you back so bad
I don’t want to live in a world without you.
I don’t want to meet anyone else but you.
I drink alone every night to quench my longing soul
I know I’m stuck with me through ma whole struggle
I find my attempts at consoling myself futile
As I keep telling myself that I’ll be fine to no avail,
just barely pulling through day after day.
My broken heart has now stopped

I hate how I’m crying over love
I hate how ugly I’ve become over you
Who’s going to mend my heart which is being torn apart
from not even being able to moan from this pain?

I saw you across the street
and before I knew it, I found myself following you
And then I saw you locking hands and lips
with a person who’s not me, next to you.

I see everything

I pretended that everything was okay.
For a few days I pretended that I could go on without you.
No, I just pretended to be calm
I haven’t forgotten you once;
It’s useless no matter how hard I try.
It’s driving me crazy, this heart ache just won’t go away.
Love is the enemy of laughter,
as this heart ache keeps plaguing me still.

I hate how I’m crying over love
I hate how ugly I’ve become over you
Who’s going to mend my heart which is being torn apart
from not even being able to moan from this pain?

Don’t say “goodbye”.
(Won’t you come back to me?)
Don’t tell me to forget you
(Love me like you did before)
Why is it that I can’t stand this pain and these tears
when I know I’m capable of withstanding much greater pain
and tears than these?

I can’t go on without you anymore
I can’t keep breathing without you
I can’t breathe anymore no matter how hard I try
My tears just won’t go away

I hate that I’m crying because of love
I hate how ugly I’ve become over you
Love is the enemy of laughter
as this heart ache keeps plaguing me still.

I hate that I’m crying because of love
I hate how ugly I’ve become over you
Love is the enemy of laughter
as this heart ache keeps plaguing me still.